I've been smoking mary jane for two years now and I've realized that eveything that used to bother doesn't anymore but I'm more confused than I should be because I can't unscramble my thoughts. I feel like I'm addicted to the suppression of my emotions, but I also like being outside of my natural mind, jaded. Where is a balance for me? I know smoking is wrong and I try to stop, but effort is pointless because the only other alternative for me is to be a worrier. I can't live like that anymore. I've tried zoloft, exercise, psychologist and other methods of relieving stress or frustration... what now?
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