I dont want to live anymore?

Matt, IT WILL GET BETTER. When you're young and you feel like you have no friends and that you're a "burden" to them, it's not true and even if it were it will not be that way forever. You will find light at the end of the tunnel. You will meet genuine friends who want to hear about your problems and want to be a part of your happiness and joy. If you need help, call the Trevor Project (they have a 24/7 free hotline), or call the Suicide Prevention line or the Hope line. There are resources out there and I promise you even though I don't know you that it WILL get better but if you don't stick around long enough, you won't be able to see it and experience it. Your life may suck right now, but give yourself a chance to be happy and have a good life filled with friendship, laughter and love.